Friday, July 3, 2009
[In loVing memOrY of RyZ DaNiQ AnaQi RuzaiDi...]
tday.....
i have lost sum1 related to me.... but
i juz cudnt see hym since young... the person is
My twin brother...ryz daniq. born same mum,... same day.. 28 april 1990
we were separated due unexplained sickness... he lived with other family
unlike me, my parents picked me to live them.... so much of coincidence.
dat was i the last tyme i actuali be with my brother, Daniq.. b4 he taken
away. i did saw but was too young understand my surroundingz..
So he left with a small wave at me.. saying: bye bye adik....
I never frget the smile he gave me dat very day...hoping i cud see hym once more...
juz once more......Perhaps.
from thr we sent mails n tok over the phone for hours... i felt he was very near to me..
So near that i feel so secured.... he sang to me every nite.. saying he love me alot...
but i was unable to spot the signs.... until tday he juz....LEFT me here... no more big brother
i felt so lost until i cudnt feel his presence animore... so lost dat i cud feel my heart was breaking.
now... i felt he so so far away....n thr is a barrier in btwn... which separates life & death.
my tears cnt bring hym back... i CNt... he's far away now... Watching me Frm Above.
if only i cud sae to hym earlier b4 dat I do miss hym... i do love hym too..*wiping tears..**
may u rest in peace abg... hopefully, i gt to see u in another time, another life perhaps...
rest ur soul for eternity abg... qayyum rindu kn abg...
Thanks abg for everything u gave me....
**salute to abg daniq**
wassalam...
by Issacdaniel anaqi ruzaidi
( IzzQayyum) 3/7/09
Written by; ♥hernani & qayyum