Tuesday, September 8, 2009
[Rintihan hati]
..my heart wish to speak..i nvr knew that these 4-letter word might hurt me tiz much...if its bleeding, i wont be able to bandage it... juz let it heal itself..compared to the wounds on my skin, dis hurt is much unbearable..i cant even cry... no tears wud come out. bt, i see every piece of it being tore apart... juz like dat.i didnt knw y m i always the victim of repeated fall-through..wad sin hav i done dat i shud deserved dis fate ovr n ovr again??i jz dun get it.... y is tiz happening aniwae?? my life is half destroyed, people who gave birth to me fought like nobody's business, my bro left me, my bestie left me too, my past love came haunting me, i flunk my dearest's trust, i was FRAMED, taking ovr new responsibility n wad else???how many mre damaged must i be held responsible sia??? im NOT a ROBOT nor a HERO aite??!haish..... im jus a human.... wif no special powers or granting wishes.. all i have is a heart which FEELS.. nthng more.i want to b loved like everybdy else k.... its nt easy fr me to do it alone... it really is not.no matter wad... i still believe my loyalty n my faithfulness.. in everything i do.HE has given me a soul full of pure patience n courage... i shall nt disobey HIM..if im nt wad my dear wants,.. i cant do anything.. wad i afford to do is... defend my sincerity in loving sumone who i called my "bby".. dats all im worth of doing..im willing to face million obstacles wif all my heart.... even if i wud be tearing my life apart.i held tite to my promise when i said it.... i hope HE will grant my prayers to the person who means most to me very, very dearly.... who made me go tiz far n given me a chance to love again.... sum1 who i will forever care n love to my fullest... srihernani.faded in silence,issacdaniel anaqi ruzaidi...ur bby, garfield n... ur issac.tc all....Labels: loving eu forever...
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